And gosh, I miss it here!

Of course I loved every minute of the trip but there is absolutely nothing like laying on my couch with my laptop, sleeping in our own bed and having our lovely routine back!

I am glad to report I only earned 2 spankings in twenty days! Uhu!

Okay… it’s way easier to behave with Tom by my side 24/7, but even though… it was an achievement

He even joked if I kept it going like that, he might loose his “hand”… yeah… as if!

The first one was three days after we left, because I had been nagging at him for inviting people over for dinner without warning me… He then concluded that, to prove me, it was not that much of a short notice, he could spare 30 extra minutes to correct my attitude… Do I have to say it worked? Yeah, because it did.

The second one was because I was horny but didn’t want to wake him up so, I decided to go to the bath and play with myself…. Oh, well… BIG mistake. Turns out he was more awake than I originally thought and caught me in the act…

But, overall, I guess I did pretty good!

And I don’t regret for a single moment.

I am Anna, 32yo, married with Tom, 55yo. We’ve been together for almost 3 years and those have been the best years a wife could aim for.

Tom is gentle, caring, fair but strict. He is the HoH. There is no struggle for power here. What it has, sometimes, it’s a red butt. My red butt.

And this is our dynamic… our way of living our lives together.

And this will be my diary. And I hope to write down my thoughts on everything that happens to us.

I was wondering whether I would or not find my “soulmate” when he messaged me, in one of these dating sites.

I treated him as I did to every other guy…. a little bit of sarcasm, a lot of caution.

He was different. He knew who he was, what he was after but, more than that, he seemed to understand what I truly needed, but never have had the courage to say: I need a man to control me. I wanted the perfect life but deep down I knew I would never achieve that alone… I am just not “well behaved” enough.

Sure I am smart. Sure I am pretty. Sure I am educated and the list goes on… but, when it comes to that sense of happiness and belonging… that is something I was craving for a long, long time.

And he found me. And understood me. And gave it to me.

And today, I am his proud submissive wife. And Ive never been happier.